Hey everybody... I just came here beacause I really need to write this...
I'm not a perfect person... I do alot of mistakes everyday... but I want to be different...
I know i'll never gonna be perfect...but I want to feel peace... I want to be sure of what I'm doing beacause I don't really need to worry about it, because it will be in God's hands... I want to feel my heart alive again... I dont want to say " Oh God I love you" not meaning it... no... I want to say " I love you God" saying it real... I really want to know what God wants from me, I know he wants to use my life...and I really want it! I don't want to feel this emptiness anymore... and I know that my soul is asking " Lord I need you", but sometimes I feel I'm not strong enough...that's why I need more people that loves God around me, I dont want to go to the church just to be there... I want to feel the presence of lord in my life, not only that moment...but forever...every moment... i want to trust in him... I want to learn how to have faith, and I want to LOVE him with all my heart... I know when I ask this...things will happen beacause this is the only way of learn... passing for it... But I hope God give me straight, and I hope I put all the things in his hand! i really I need you Jesus!
that's it (:
Amen :D
