Hiiii guys, after all this time I'm back!
Ok, first of all...I know that I'm writting in english...sorry for this... but now is really NECESSARY to try to write everything in english...why? Cause I need to practice my english.. I'm not studying english at school anymore..sooo I'll do it at home... and as I don't like that much reading and trying to figure out or memorise many things blablabla... I think this what I'm doing is a good way of learn... Ok I may be writting WRONG english here... SORRY, but I'm trying to get better more and more everyday :D And.. I'll also try to write in english and portuguese...It's not everybody that speaks english...sooo...that's not fair...lol
I have NEWSS!!! OMG!...great neeeews heere! fresh neews lol.
Guys I'm living in Brazil right now...Ok, that cool isn't it? I love this country!...but.... I'm moving to JAPAAAAN! OOOOMMGG! :S
I know...well in fact i don't know anything anymore :(
DAMN... I hate this feeling like... WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!!!
I'm very familiar with Brazil right now, with people, culture...everything... Ok..I also LOVE Japan....yes I do, But I don't know... u know when u are afraid of doing something because u have no idea of what's going to happen .... :s
I know exactly what i want... want to know? Ok I'll tell u... let's start...
Go to Japan and save the money
Go to Australia to do the peparatory of TOELF test.
Than... try to get a scholarship to college in the USA
and that's it!!!!!
Too complicated, isn't it.
It might be just a dream... I don't know... but I gotta try !!!!
It's not going to be easy...but I'll try...and I'll GET IT!!!!!!!
My heart is tottaly broken now...leaving people that I love here.
But as my friend told me.... Keep walking, don't look back...DO WANT YOU WANT TO DO... follow your dreams...and do your best to become reality!!!!!
That's what I'm thinking right now!... making my dreams come true!
May God help me make the right choices, because he knows all my dreams ... all of them, and now is that I need to have faith in him, because he can do the impossible ... possible.
He knows exactly what's inside of my heart!!
And even that i'm confused...and i have no idea of what should I do.. I'd like to say thank you GOD, thanks that I'm alive...that I'm breathing, that I have food and water, I have family and people that loves me and I love them too, thank you... you forgive me even when I don't deserve it. I do alot of mistakes EVERYDAY, but u love me soo much that u forgive me ALWAYS, I want to be a better person... and I know that u help me everyday...even when I don't realize it. I'm sorry for so many times complaining when all I have to do is say... THANK YOU!!! Well people...I guess that's it... Oh... I have something more...hahaha I NEED I REALLY NEED to post this picture of
BRYAN TANAKA here *-*
have u ever heard about him?!
he is soooo gorgeous *----------------------------------*
And such a GREAT dancer õ/
I saw him some weeks ago in a program called
Super Pop and what can I say...I just thought... he's amazing... I gotta to know more about him :D and that's what I did... I talk with fans of him everyday... people from Fortaleza, countryside of São Paulo, Rio de Janeiro,Pernambuco... EVERYWHERE!!!!!
They're saying that Bryan will come to Brazil in November!!!
I wish I could see him too,but I'll be in the other side of the world :(
I know it is completely impossible to happen... but I trust in impossible things..lol
So....
BRYAN if you're reading this... PLEASE go to Japan too...I don't know if u have alot of fans in Japan.... but I really I wish I could see you there :D
And keep doing what u are doing now...and EVEN BETTER...!!!!
God bless you boy (:
so... girls... don't scream so loud,ok?!....HAHAHAHA' here's his pic....
ENJOY IT (:
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Bryan....where's your hair? lol. U still look great by the way ;D )
( my favorite one :D )
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OMG! three words only.... Oh my God! lol)And also a video of him dancing :D
Ps: any news of Bryan..I'll post here ,okay? :D
Well, I guess that's it...you saw Bryan's pic and I know that u going to be happy the rest of the day because of it just like me...HAHAHAHA' thanks Bryan :D lol.
Sorry I won't translate to portuguese today... DESCULPA!
see ya, best wishes...
Harumi < 3
